This week I’ve found it slightly easier to think of a word. Maybe I’m getting better at it, maybe I’m starting to get into the vibe of summing things up. So today I give you …
I often feel helpless, especially when technology is concerned. I’m starting to reach that time in my life when I don’t understand things. I watch the news on TV and I’m frightened by the way things are going. I worry about things over which I have no control and turn them over and over in my mind.
I also feel that here are parts of my life that I am helpless to deal with, particularly around employment. Many months of fruitless searching and I’m still gainfully unemployed. I cannot do anything to help myself therefore I feel helpless. It also means as far as looking after myself goes I’m dependent on others so again, helpless.
I’m trying to take an element of control – I’m hoping to start some more educational writing but again I have to wait for someone else to make a decision so I’m still helpless even when trying to ‘help’ myself! Ironic or what?
Self help – I need to do it! So here’s to helping myself gain some control and feel in control.